Entries for May, 2005

May 3rd, 2005

I Passed!!!!!

Hooray,I passed my exams!!!! Hooray...I only know if I pass or not..But the grade still hasn't come out yet..I've to wait like 2 or 3 days more to know the actual result...

 

I can't believe that I past my Mandarin test. I was afraid that I fail that paper & have to repeat it again coz it was SO hard... I can't believe I passe!!! Syukur alhamdulillah...

 

Hope to get good result *fingers crossed*....So scared..... ..Hope my pointer this semester will be good too...

Currently reading: The Blood Countess
Currently feeling: Happy & scared
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May 13th, 2005

On Cloud 9....

1stly, I would like to thank god for giving me the opportunity to show everyone that I can do the best in my finals.  Am SO happy that I passed the exams with flying colours.

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I am SO proud of myself.  I guess my parents too.  Never in my whole life I got 2.93

in my exams.  Never in my life.  Nahh that was a lie.  I did get 2.8 something in my 1st sem at UTM.  But my CGPA drop ever since that sem.  I hope that I can maintain this CGPA till I finish my studies & I hope I can do even better than this.  If I studied more harder, I know I can get above 3.0.  But then, what done is done.  Feeling regrets can't change anything.  Just study harder next time.

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I am glad that I have my family with me.  I know my parents especially my dad would want me to do better.  But then, they still encourage me to work harder.  Even my dear bf said so.  He advised me to work harder and be more prepare in next sem's exams.  I am happy to have them all (my mom, my dad, my bf & even my siblings) coz I know that no matter what happen, they will always be beside me & they're the ones that would give me support all the way.

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Just wanna say....THANKS GUYS...for everything...

Currently reading: Something Wonderful - Judith McNaught
Currently feeling: calm
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*SiGh*

that is how my face looks like when my bf said that he won't be coming to see me this weekend.  I am sad coz I was looking forward to meet him.  Kinda miss him.

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Am not sad coz he can't meet my parents or what.  Just sad that he's not coming.  I was really really looking forward to it.  I even made plans on how to spent the weekend with him.  It's been 1 month now since I last met him & I'm kinda miss him.  A lot.. *sigh*.  I guess I've to wait to get back to KL to meet him. *sigh*

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I should be thankful though.  At least he called me every single day.  I can't remember how many times he called me in 1 day.  Sometimes only short calls.  But hey, its really sweet.  Just called to say hi or just to say I Love You.  He makes my day

Currently feeling: peaceful
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May 22nd, 2005

Raise Your Voice....

Raise Your Voice... That's the name of the movie that my sister cried while watching it.  It's not like she never cried before.  It's just that she never cried in front of someone else & she's not the mushy mushy kind of girl.  She's not like me.  Me, on the other hand, would cry easily during sad movies & I like romantic movies too.  But my sister isn't like that.  Jarang sangat la dia nak tengok movie romantik ni.  So when she cried during the movie, I was so surprised & it's kinda funny to see her crying, dabbing her eyes with her t - shirt.  You can't see this everyday!

Raise Your Voice is a movie about a small town girl, Terri Fletcher (Hilary Duff) with a big time dreams.  She's blessed with a naturally joyful singing voice.  She has her sights set on attending the Bristol - Hillman Conservatory in LA (it is the most celebrated summer music program in the country...kiranya one of the top music school kat LA la). Although she has plenty of raw talent, her lofty father, Simon (David Keith) & the tragic loss of her beloved bro, Paul (Jason Ritter), who had secretly submitted a demo video of her that ultimately results in an acceptance letter to join the prestigious program.  She resign herself to staying home for the summer when her mother, Frances (Rita Wilson) & her Aunt Nina (Rebecca De Mornay) intervene & covertly devise a plan to keep her from missing out on the opportunity of a lifetime.  At the school, she met with a guy, Jack (Oliver James)...i think...& they fall in love.  They also performed a number called "Someone's Watching Over Me" which is dedicated to her late bro.

Other that the singing part, playing the insruments part, RAISE YOR VOICE is a good movie.  You guys should watch it.  Yang paling best about this movies is bila the whole school played their respective instruments during lunchtime.  There's students playing guitar, trompet & there are also students that sings.  Best la tengok diaorang main instrument semua tu.  Macam konsert pulak.

Hmm, I wonder...what movie will make my sister cry again...Hmmmm...

Currently feeling: thoughtful
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Don't Be Sad..

My heart breaks when I heard my bf's voice when he called me this evening.  For the 1st time since I knew him, this is the only time that he sound SO sad.  You can hear it in his voice.  Just hearing to his voice makes me want to go there, be with him, hug him (like he used to do to me when I'm feeling down) & say to him that it's gonna be OK.  Don't be sad, I'm here.  I'll try to cheer you up.  I wish I can do that.  But I'm in Ipoh, I can't do that.  So, I try to cheer him up from afar.

I still remember the time when he told me that he's going to Boston for a week to present his paper on something (I don't know what. I forgot already).  Everytime when he mentioned that thing (going to Boston) to me, you can see how happy he is, how he's looking forward to go there.  You can see it in his eyes, you can see it on his face & you would know how happy he is by the way he tells you about it.  He really really looking forward to it.  I'm happy for him.

But then, something went wrong.  A few days from he's expected departure, he still haven't got his visa yet.  Don't worry, maybe they'll give him his visa in a couple of days.  Saturday went by & it's Sunday today.  Still no visa. 

On Monday, he got the bad news.  He still didn't get his visa yet because someone sent the application form a week late.  He was so furious & he was SO sad too.  Now he can't go to Boston.  All those hard work, doing research here & there, wasteless.  I wish I could do something to cheer him up.  I wish I could.

Currently reading: Something Better - Judy McNaught
Currently feeling: sad
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Giant is in Ipoh!!!!

Yayyy, at last ada jugak Giant kat Ipoh ni.  Hihhhihi ....I like going to Giant.  Memang la barang kat situ sama dengan barang kat supermarket lain (e.g. Parade, Jusco) but the fact is, barang dia murah.  You can buy a pair of stokings with the price of 99 cents!!! Trust me, I'm not lying & the quality is good too coz I've bought it before.  When it 1st open,  I ask my mom & my dad to go there with me.  But they refused to go as there would be SOOOO many people there (kata kedai baru bukak..tunggu la sebulan 2 nanti, mesti dah tak ramai dah).  So I was like "OK, we'll go next time, bila orang dah tak ramai".

Ntah macam mana ntah, nak dijadikan cerita.  My sister's friend buat sleepover kat rumah dia pulak.  Rumah member dia ni dekat jugak la ngan Giant.  So I teman my mum pegi hantar my sis kat rumah kawan dia.  We had to pass Giant to go to her friend's house.  I was looking at Giant longingly.  Dalam hati kata "Hai, bila boleh pegi ni".  My mom macam tau tau je that I wanted to go there.  She said "Kita lalu dulu.  Kalau ramai orang or takde parking, kita balik.  Datang next time".

Lepas dah hantar my sis kat rumah kawan dia :

Mama : Nak pi Giant tak?

Sarah : Boleh jugak

Mama : Nak pi buat ape?  Orang mesti ramai punya.  Bukan ada benda

            nak beli pun.

Sarah : Ala pi jalan jalan je.  Bukan nak pi beli apa apa.

Mama : Ok, kita lalu dulu.  Kalau ada parking, kita pi.  Kalau takde, kita

            balik.

Sarah : OK (dalam hati "bagi la ada parking."

*always ajak mama membazir duit sama sama

So, our luck (my luck actually..hihihi) was good that day & we found a parking spot.  I was like hurray!!!!  At 1st, memang dah niat tak nak beli ape punya.  But bila dah dalam Giant, rambang mata.  Barang semua murah murah.  My mom siap tanya "Duit ada brape?".  Belum masuk Giant lagi, dah tanya duit ade brape.  Ye la nanti shopping sakan, duit tak cukup pulak.  hihihihi.  Last last bila keluar Giant, ada la 3, 4 plastik la jugak kat tangan kitaorang.  We spent about RM50 at Giant.  Semua benda nak beli (especially me) Tak nak beli barang konon!

Balik rumah, my bf called.  Told him that there's a new Giant in town & that I went there with my mom.  He said :

My bf : Cuba awak bagitau.  Apa yang kat Giant tu takde kat Jusco?

Sarah : Semua ada.

My bf : Then, tak payah la pegi Giant.

Sarah : Ala, saja je nak jalan jalan.  Nak tengok apa ade kat situ.  Kata

            baru bukak

HAhahah that is my story bout the new Giant.  Try nak pujuk my dad pulak pegi sana nanti..hihihi

Currently feeling: excited
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May 26th, 2005

Cinta Seorang Lelaki

 
 

Read this in Friendster today & it makes me remember of someone that I know....

Bila lelaki benar benar jatuh cinta dan setia pada kekasihnya dgn ikhlas, perubahan sikapnya amat mengejutkan. Hati lelaki yg dianggap keras selama ini, tiba2 secara semulajadi menjadi selembut kapas apabila sudah jatuh cinta dgn relanya.  Bahkan lelaki yg mabuk cinta sanggup berkorban dan buat apa sahaja utk kekasihnya. Sekeras manapun hati lelaki ia akan mengalirkan air mata apabila hatinya dilukai. Utk melihat lelaki menangis amatlah payah.

Di antara tanda tanda lelaki yg jatuh cinta dgn hebat ialah:

1. Dia bersungguh sungguh melakukan sesuatu utk kekasihnya dgn rela bukan kerana terpaksa.

2. Dia sentiasa ingin menghiburkan kekasihnya dan berubah menjadi orang yg kuat bercakap.

3. Dia byk menasihati kekasihnya kerana dia amat menyayangi kekasihnya.

4. Dia berusaha mengongkong kebebasan kekasihnya krn perasaan cemburunya yg meluap2.

5. Dia sentiasa takut kehilangan kekasihnya.

6. Dia sentiasa mengawasi pergerakan kekasihnya krn dia sentiasa berasa curiga.

7. Dia tidak suka ada lelaki lain rapat dgn kekasihnya.

8. Dia mudah merasa cemburu dan sensitif apabila kekasihnya tidak tumpukan sepenuh perhatian kepadanya. (this happened to me before...I didn't realize that I didn't realize I was ignoring my bf & dia terasa )

9. Adakalanya dia seperti seorang anak kecil yang meminta perhatian krn dia mahu kekasihnya melayannya lebih dari org lain.

10. Dia menjadi org yg paling rajin dan sanggup membantu kekasihnya melakukan apa saja.

11. Dia pandai merajuk hati krn ingin dipujuk oleh kekasihnya.

12. Dia akan mengalabah apabila kekasihnya berjauhan daripanya terlalu lama.

13. Dia sentiasa mempastikan keselamatan kekasihnya.

14. Dia mementingkan kekasihnya daripada dirinya sendiri.

15. Dia kerap bertanya adakah kekasihnya mencintainya krn dia terasa kasihnya lebih kuat drpd kekasihnya.

16. Dia tidak akan melayan perempuan lain yg tidak ada urusan penting dengannya.

17. Dia cuba meluangkan lebih byk masa dgn kekasihnya walaupun terpaksa menunggu kekasihnya dgn sabar

18. Dia membanggakan kekasihnya di depan org lain.

19. Kalau ditinggalkan oleh kekasihnya, ia akan berasa serik dan tidak percaya dgn cinta perempuan lain namun dia sentiasa mengharap kekasihnya kembali kepadanya.

20. Apabila timbul org ketiga, dia akan hilang akal dan sanggup berbuat apa saja untuk merebut kembali kekasihnya.

21. Dia menganggap kekasihnya sebagai org yg paling dipercayainya dan sanggup menyerahkan harta walaupun nyawanya sendiri.

22. Dia tidak akan berlaku curang kepada kekasihnya namun jikalau dia berbuat demikian itu bererti hatinya belum 100 peratus mencintai
kekasihnya.

23. Bukan semua lelaki sanggup menitiskan airmata hanya untuk seorang perempuan

The last part (No 23.), I've seen a guy cry before & it breaks my heart to see him crying coz I think I'm the reason he cried.  At that time, I realize that I've hurt the one that I loved so bad & he's hurting so deep because of me...

Currently listening to: OST Ada Apa Dgn Cinta
Currently reading: Until You - Judith McNaught
Currently feeling: hungry
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