The Story Of My Pathetic Life....

My life is SOOO boring. I'm tired of staying home. I've been home nearly 8 months now.

I wanted to further my studies but didn't get any place to go to.

I've tried apply for overseas,got it but still can't go coz money is the problem right now.

I even tried for private universities, still can't get a place there. What should I do??!!!

My last reasot, private colleges. I'm in the middle of filling up the application forms right now. Hopefully,I'll get to study somewhere. Doesn't matter if the place is way up north or way down south. Don't care anymore as long as I get to further my studies.

Just thinking of having only my Diploma,makes me scared. Nowadays,u can't get jobs that easily with a diploma. I need a degree or a master to get a decent job.

The other day my mom told me if I can't get a place to study,I've to work. If I don't want to work,then get married..

Getting married!! No way! Eventhough that is what my friends are doing right now,I'm not going to do that. Not right now though. *sheesh* Anyway,who am I going to get married with? I don't even know how to cook. My husband - to - be would be starved to death

In a nutshell, just hope some private college would take me as their student (fingers crossed)..that's all

can't think of anything else to say...

When to Lumut last weekend with my family & my uncle's family. I was so surprised when I reached there as Lumut that I used to know have changed! Changed to a new look. Compare to the OLD Lumut,the new one is quite cool. They renovated the jetty and there's also a building called Promenade "something" ( I can't remember the name of the building.man...I'm getting old). There are many little shops at the Promenade "something". They sold all kinds of things from clothes (by the way I bought a new dress for myself!), foods, handicraft to jewellery (u know, the one that they made from wood..that kind of thing).just name it,they got it all there.

We stay at a small hotel called Putra Hotel. The hotel is located in the heart of the town n the hotel is exactly in front of the jetty. It's a budget hotel so the room is quite small. I'm not boasting,but my siblings & I haven't been to a hotel that have small rooms & no room services in our whole life.

So,u can imagine how scared we were to see the condition of the room which is small, have a boring view (u can see other people houses from our room),the bathroom which had a dirty tub (eewww...my sister was pretty scared to go into the tub..hahahha) & a small tv. not to forget the small fridge too.. I swear, I won't go to that kind of hotel again!

We also when to Teluk Batik. There were so many people (too bad,no cute guys were there). Bought an army shorts.. My bro & my cousins when for swimming n the sea. I just sat by the side with my mom,dad,uncle & auntie.

Overall, Lumut is a nice town. The food was good & I kinda enjoy the holiday we had.Really,i mean it..

What? my cousin getting married next year??!!! I'm still in a shocked to hear bout my cousin,Azaini.. He got engaged yesterday to a girl from Perak. I was so shocked to hear bout the news as WE the cousins haven't met this girl before & he never mention bout her too.. Takde angin,takde ribut..tup..tup..dah bertunang! We never got invited to his engagement kenduri as they never exepected him to get engage this soon (that what his father said lah..)

My mom told that he's getting married next year,10th April 2005. My sister & I can't stop wondering where he's going to leave after they married bcoz as long as I know,he doesn't have a stable work yet. If I'm not mistaken,he's working at a fast food or a hotel,something like that. Tak tau la kalau dia dah tukar keje jat pejabat mana mana ke. But apa apa pun, I still can't imagine him as a husband with a wife by his side...Sheesh...only 22 & they're getting married...

Can't imagine if it was me who's getting married! Mesti orang lagi x percaya punya..

I must go to their wedding.. Since he's the 1st grandson, so it's going to be the 1st wedding in our family (my mom's side,that is..) & I better not miss it.. I like weddings!